Channel MOTD: A surprisingly comfortable space in the Emperor Family Station in the Amarr system.The walls are paneled with dark wood. Periodically there are cross-hatched sections that serve to store wine bottles horizontally. The temperature is cool. There are multiple tables and booths with sumptious velvet red cushions. Stained glass lanterns and lights providing soft lighting. Each table has a wine & beverage list with a range of wines, ales, liquors and non-alcoholic drinks such as tea. A simple menu is also on each table that indicates that complimentary bread and assorted cheeses and fruits are provided to those who order by the bottle. Along one wall is a suit of golden armor with ceremonial sword and a tabard for the theology counsel that is cut for a femine figure along with a Picture. A square parquet dance floor is in the center of the room. The proprietor Vincentus Azizora and attentive wait staff are all baseliners.A Dinner Menu is available.A small sign on the bar says "Proudly serving Lodovica's Vitae"**OOC - No holointerface is available. All who can dock at Emperor Family Station are welcome provided that they behave and are not disrespectful to the Empress, the Faith, or the Empire; those not doing so will be forcefully removed by the pair of bouncers by the door. Lurking is ok as long as private conversations are respected**
[ 2015.01.02 01:18:33 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote enters the Grape. Instead of the business attire normally worn since departing ways with PIE Inc. he's wearing grey and black Amarrian robes with the hood pulled low over his face.
[ 2015.01.02 01:19:56 ] Thal Vadam > /emote enters thr grape dressed in his Templar robes and takes a seat at the bar
[ 2015.01.02 01:20:08 ] Daemun Khanid > *He's occumpanied by a Sebeistor woman Melena Korvin, who walks closely enough that the two intermittantly brush elbows.
[ 2015.01.02 01:21:42 ] Daemun Khanid > * Unaware of Vadam's presence Daemun and the woman make their way to a nearby table close to the exit.
[ 2015.01.02 01:23:35 ] Daemun Khanid > * The woman attracts the attention of a passing waiter and places an order for two cups of hot tea.
[ 2015.01.02 01:26:23 ] Thal Vadam > /emote places an order for an iced tea and turns his attention to the robed man "Ave sir"
[ 2015.01.02 01:27:14 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote recognizes the voice and raises a hand gesturing for the man to join him at his table.
[ 2015.01.02 01:28:32 ] Thal Vadam > /emote grabs his drink and walks over to the man "Aye friend, how can i help you?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:29:54 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up at Thal and pulls back his hood revealing 2 white ceramic orbs where blue grey eyes used to be.
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:17 ] Daemun Khanid > "Greetings Vadam, I know I recognize the voice"
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:36 ] Thal Vadam > /emote raises an eyebrow "Daemun...what happened to you?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:59 ] Daemun Khanid > (more appropriately "looks towards")
[ 2015.01.02 01:31:49 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote sensing from the location of his voice that he's still standing gestures for Thal to have a seat.
[ 2015.01.02 01:32:54 ] Daemun Khanid > "You might say things have changed in recent weeks. Particularly my perspective"
[ 2015.01.02 01:33:33 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sits down "enlighten me"
[ 2015.01.02 01:36:00 ] Daemun Khanid > "You know me as well as anyone Vadam, since I learned the details of my families murders I've been looking for answers"
[ 2015.01.02 01:36:46 ] Daemun Khanid > "I've found them"
[ 2015.01.02 01:37:04 ] Thal Vadam > "Oh?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:37:50 ] Daemun Khanid > "I've been a fool, a disgrace to the Empire. Drowning in my own doubts, anger and liquor."
[ 2015.01.02 01:39:00 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote gestures to the woman at his side
[ 2015.01.02 01:39:44 ] Thal Vadam > /emote nods slowly and sips his drink "I see"
[ 2015.01.02 01:40:15 ] Daemun Khanid > "Where are my manners, this is Melena Korvin. A promising young Sebiestor. She helps ensure I don't fall on my face when out of pod and make an even bigger fool of myself"
[ 2015.01.02 01:40:56 ] Daemun Khanid > "In return she hopes someday to earn the acceptance of our God"
[ 2015.01.02 01:42:03 ] Daemun Khanid > "As I was saying, I have been a fool."
[ 2015.01.02 01:42:35 ] Daemun Khanid > "In my anger I've looked in every corner of New Eden for someone to blame."
[ 2015.01.02 01:43:33 ] Daemun Khanid > "Looked to change the Empire itself to quench my desire for some sort of closure"
[ 2015.01.02 01:44:14 ] Daemun Khanid > "I found the answer to my problems staring back at me from the bottom of an empty glass of scotch"
[ 2015.01.02 01:44:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "My suffering wasnt the fault of the Empire"
[ 2015.01.02 01:45:54 ] Daemun Khanid > "I was suffering beause I lost my way, I was failing to see to God's work and will. The offices of PIE had become too stuffy. Too passive and too political"
[ 2015.01.02 01:47:20 ] Daemun Khanid > "Departing that organization was the right thing to do, where I went from there was not"
[ 2015.01.02 01:47:27 ] Karmilla Strife > I know the feeling.
[ 2015.01.02 01:48:03 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up, still unaccustomed to blindness, wondering where the voice came from.
[ 2015.01.02 01:48:55 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote notices Daemun's alarm. "I'm a former praetorian myself. Sorry to interrupt."
[ 2015.01.02 01:49:14 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sips his drink "Well, glad to see you have a less self harmful view"
[ 2015.01.02 01:49:55 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote nods in the direction of the womans voice and turns back towards Thal
[ 2015.01.02 01:52:31 ] Daemun Khanid > "Well details aside, I returned to God's calling. My eye's I had removed. I have no requirement of them when piloting from within a capsule. From without they serve only to distract my mind, to distract me from my purpose"
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:02 ] Thal Vadam > /emote raises an eyebrow "...I see"
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:05 ] Karmilla Strife > That's horrible.
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:20 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote smirks
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:30 ] Daemun Khanid > "and I do not..."
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:37 ] Karmilla Strife > Where has this need for self harm suddenly sprung forth from?
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:45 ] Lunarisse Aspenstar > Vincentus Azizora polishes the bar. His face looks incredibly moved by what he is hearing.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:07 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up and back towards the unkown voice
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:13 ] Daemun Khanid > "Self harm?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:21 ] Karmilla Strife > Anyone who harms themself lessens their ability to serve the Empire and God.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:28 ] Daemun Khanid > "It is self perfection, not harm"
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:44 ] Karmilla Strife > You are deluded.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:52 ] Karmilla Strife > God gave you eyes
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:03 ] Karmilla Strife > you do not have the right to take them away.
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "He did indeed and for them I am gratefull, but I serve God and Empire as a capsuleer and in that role they serve only as a distraction."
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:51 ] Thal Vadam > "I'd have to concur with the woman"
[ 2015.01.02 01:56:03 ] Daemun Khanid > "A failure of my own moral imperfection"
[ 2015.01.02 01:56:21 ] Karmilla Strife > Then learn from your imperfection without harming yourself.
[ 2015.01.02 01:57:10 ] Daemun Khanid > "Would you adivse an alcoholic to frequent bars? A drug addict to take daily strolls of the lower levels?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:57:47 ] Karmilla Strife > I've done some bad stuff. I was even sent to the cleansing pits for quite a while. There is a distinction between purification and self harm. It's ok to feel bad about something you've done wrong. That's called contrition.
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:16 ] Karmilla Strife > Self destruction is disgusting, cowardly, and wrong.
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:21 ] Daemun Khanid > "In time I will regather my moral fortitude. Regain control over base impulses. As a capsuleer I can of course have the eye's returned when that time comes"
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:44 ] Karmilla Strife > And what if your eyes are needed to defend the Empire in the meantime?
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "Until then God's will cannot wait. It must be done"
[ 2015.01.02 01:59:28 ] Daemun Khanid > "I defend the empire from within my capsule, piloting a ship of immense power. My eye's have no use there"
[ 2015.01.02 02:00:17 ] Karmilla Strife > I'm a capsuleer. I don't need my eyes to fly. But, I have defended a fellow Amarrian's life in this very room. I, and my eyes, noticed something odd and brought notice upon it to the local security forces.
[ 2015.01.02 02:00:40 ] Karmilla Strife > If I had blinded myself, that person very likely would have been harmed.
[ 2015.01.02 02:01:00 ] Karmilla Strife > Your service does not end when you exit the pod.
[ 2015.01.02 02:01:26 ] Daemun Khanid > "And by your own words, there are local security forces for that purpose. Mine, nay ours is or should be a higher calling than preventing the loss of a single clone"
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:22 ] Daemun Khanid > "With the sharpened mental acuity I experience without visual distraction I may save the lives of tens of thousands"
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:24 ] Karmilla Strife > I never said I saved a clone.
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:41 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote waves a hand dismissively
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:55 ] Daemun Khanid > "Irrelevant"
[ 2015.01.02 02:03:08 ] Karmilla Strife > I suggest, should you have the choice in the future, simply close your eyes.
[ 2015.01.02 02:03:40 ] Karmilla Strife > If you are truly contrite, willfull blindness is more sincere than enforced blindness.
[ 2015.01.02 02:05:38 ] Daemun Khanid > "is it not will when I enforce it upon myself? It is irrelevant in any case, a mere inconvenience for the purpose of better fullfulling God's will"
[ 2015.01.02 02:06:53 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote throws her hands up in defeat. "Suit yourself. If you feel it helps you serve God and Empire better, so be it. I'll not argue any further."
[ 2015.01.02 02:07:14 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sips his drink quietly
[ 2015.01.02 02:07:56 ] Daemun Khanid > * A data pad alarm activates and Daemun's slave/assistant pulls out the device and reads the message. She then leans over and speaks into his ear, relaying the message"
[ 2015.01.02 02:09:00 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote begins to stand
[ 2015.01.02 02:10:29 ] Daemun Khanid > " I appologize for a hasty departure Mr. Vadam, unfortunately duty calls. I will attempt to communicate further details about recent event's to you at a later time and place"
[ 2015.01.02 02:11:10 ] Thal Vadam > /emote nods to himself "Go with God Daemun"
[ 2015.01.02 02:11:42 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote pulls out a small engraved card and drops it onto the table, it is a corporate contact card reading Sanctus Imperialis.
[ 2015.01.02 02:12:06 ] Daemun Khanid > "I shall endeavor to do so friend"
[ 2015.01.02 02:12:58 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote turns towards the previous location of the unknown female voice and bows slightly before leaving the Grape, guided closely by his assistant.
[ 2015.01.02 02:15:03 ] Thal Vadam > /emote takes the card and exits
[ 2015.01.02 02:21:04 ] Karmilla Strife > So much for a peaceful drink tonight...
[ 2015.01.02 02:21:12 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote gets up and leaves
[ 2015.01.02 01:18:33 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote enters the Grape. Instead of the business attire normally worn since departing ways with PIE Inc. he's wearing grey and black Amarrian robes with the hood pulled low over his face.
[ 2015.01.02 01:19:56 ] Thal Vadam > /emote enters thr grape dressed in his Templar robes and takes a seat at the bar
[ 2015.01.02 01:20:08 ] Daemun Khanid > *He's occumpanied by a Sebeistor woman Melena Korvin, who walks closely enough that the two intermittantly brush elbows.
[ 2015.01.02 01:21:42 ] Daemun Khanid > * Unaware of Vadam's presence Daemun and the woman make their way to a nearby table close to the exit.
[ 2015.01.02 01:23:35 ] Daemun Khanid > * The woman attracts the attention of a passing waiter and places an order for two cups of hot tea.
[ 2015.01.02 01:26:23 ] Thal Vadam > /emote places an order for an iced tea and turns his attention to the robed man "Ave sir"
[ 2015.01.02 01:27:14 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote recognizes the voice and raises a hand gesturing for the man to join him at his table.
[ 2015.01.02 01:28:32 ] Thal Vadam > /emote grabs his drink and walks over to the man "Aye friend, how can i help you?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:29:54 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up at Thal and pulls back his hood revealing 2 white ceramic orbs where blue grey eyes used to be.
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:17 ] Daemun Khanid > "Greetings Vadam, I know I recognize the voice"
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:36 ] Thal Vadam > /emote raises an eyebrow "Daemun...what happened to you?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:30:59 ] Daemun Khanid > (more appropriately "looks towards")
[ 2015.01.02 01:31:49 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote sensing from the location of his voice that he's still standing gestures for Thal to have a seat.
[ 2015.01.02 01:32:54 ] Daemun Khanid > "You might say things have changed in recent weeks. Particularly my perspective"
[ 2015.01.02 01:33:33 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sits down "enlighten me"
[ 2015.01.02 01:36:00 ] Daemun Khanid > "You know me as well as anyone Vadam, since I learned the details of my families murders I've been looking for answers"
[ 2015.01.02 01:36:46 ] Daemun Khanid > "I've found them"
[ 2015.01.02 01:37:04 ] Thal Vadam > "Oh?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:37:50 ] Daemun Khanid > "I've been a fool, a disgrace to the Empire. Drowning in my own doubts, anger and liquor."
[ 2015.01.02 01:39:00 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote gestures to the woman at his side
[ 2015.01.02 01:39:44 ] Thal Vadam > /emote nods slowly and sips his drink "I see"
[ 2015.01.02 01:40:15 ] Daemun Khanid > "Where are my manners, this is Melena Korvin. A promising young Sebiestor. She helps ensure I don't fall on my face when out of pod and make an even bigger fool of myself"
[ 2015.01.02 01:40:56 ] Daemun Khanid > "In return she hopes someday to earn the acceptance of our God"
[ 2015.01.02 01:42:03 ] Daemun Khanid > "As I was saying, I have been a fool."
[ 2015.01.02 01:42:35 ] Daemun Khanid > "In my anger I've looked in every corner of New Eden for someone to blame."
[ 2015.01.02 01:43:33 ] Daemun Khanid > "Looked to change the Empire itself to quench my desire for some sort of closure"
[ 2015.01.02 01:44:14 ] Daemun Khanid > "I found the answer to my problems staring back at me from the bottom of an empty glass of scotch"
[ 2015.01.02 01:44:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "My suffering wasnt the fault of the Empire"
[ 2015.01.02 01:45:54 ] Daemun Khanid > "I was suffering beause I lost my way, I was failing to see to God's work and will. The offices of PIE had become too stuffy. Too passive and too political"
[ 2015.01.02 01:47:20 ] Daemun Khanid > "Departing that organization was the right thing to do, where I went from there was not"
[ 2015.01.02 01:47:27 ] Karmilla Strife > I know the feeling.
[ 2015.01.02 01:48:03 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up, still unaccustomed to blindness, wondering where the voice came from.
[ 2015.01.02 01:48:55 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote notices Daemun's alarm. "I'm a former praetorian myself. Sorry to interrupt."
[ 2015.01.02 01:49:14 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sips his drink "Well, glad to see you have a less self harmful view"
[ 2015.01.02 01:49:55 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote nods in the direction of the womans voice and turns back towards Thal
[ 2015.01.02 01:52:31 ] Daemun Khanid > "Well details aside, I returned to God's calling. My eye's I had removed. I have no requirement of them when piloting from within a capsule. From without they serve only to distract my mind, to distract me from my purpose"
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:02 ] Thal Vadam > /emote raises an eyebrow "...I see"
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:05 ] Karmilla Strife > That's horrible.
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:20 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote smirks
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:30 ] Daemun Khanid > "and I do not..."
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:37 ] Karmilla Strife > Where has this need for self harm suddenly sprung forth from?
[ 2015.01.02 01:53:45 ] Lunarisse Aspenstar > Vincentus Azizora polishes the bar. His face looks incredibly moved by what he is hearing.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:07 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote looks up and back towards the unkown voice
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:13 ] Daemun Khanid > "Self harm?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:21 ] Karmilla Strife > Anyone who harms themself lessens their ability to serve the Empire and God.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:28 ] Daemun Khanid > "It is self perfection, not harm"
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:44 ] Karmilla Strife > You are deluded.
[ 2015.01.02 01:54:52 ] Karmilla Strife > God gave you eyes
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:03 ] Karmilla Strife > you do not have the right to take them away.
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "He did indeed and for them I am gratefull, but I serve God and Empire as a capsuleer and in that role they serve only as a distraction."
[ 2015.01.02 01:55:51 ] Thal Vadam > "I'd have to concur with the woman"
[ 2015.01.02 01:56:03 ] Daemun Khanid > "A failure of my own moral imperfection"
[ 2015.01.02 01:56:21 ] Karmilla Strife > Then learn from your imperfection without harming yourself.
[ 2015.01.02 01:57:10 ] Daemun Khanid > "Would you adivse an alcoholic to frequent bars? A drug addict to take daily strolls of the lower levels?"
[ 2015.01.02 01:57:47 ] Karmilla Strife > I've done some bad stuff. I was even sent to the cleansing pits for quite a while. There is a distinction between purification and self harm. It's ok to feel bad about something you've done wrong. That's called contrition.
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:16 ] Karmilla Strife > Self destruction is disgusting, cowardly, and wrong.
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:21 ] Daemun Khanid > "In time I will regather my moral fortitude. Regain control over base impulses. As a capsuleer I can of course have the eye's returned when that time comes"
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:44 ] Karmilla Strife > And what if your eyes are needed to defend the Empire in the meantime?
[ 2015.01.02 01:58:47 ] Daemun Khanid > "Until then God's will cannot wait. It must be done"
[ 2015.01.02 01:59:28 ] Daemun Khanid > "I defend the empire from within my capsule, piloting a ship of immense power. My eye's have no use there"
[ 2015.01.02 02:00:17 ] Karmilla Strife > I'm a capsuleer. I don't need my eyes to fly. But, I have defended a fellow Amarrian's life in this very room. I, and my eyes, noticed something odd and brought notice upon it to the local security forces.
[ 2015.01.02 02:00:40 ] Karmilla Strife > If I had blinded myself, that person very likely would have been harmed.
[ 2015.01.02 02:01:00 ] Karmilla Strife > Your service does not end when you exit the pod.
[ 2015.01.02 02:01:26 ] Daemun Khanid > "And by your own words, there are local security forces for that purpose. Mine, nay ours is or should be a higher calling than preventing the loss of a single clone"
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:22 ] Daemun Khanid > "With the sharpened mental acuity I experience without visual distraction I may save the lives of tens of thousands"
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:24 ] Karmilla Strife > I never said I saved a clone.
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:41 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote waves a hand dismissively
[ 2015.01.02 02:02:55 ] Daemun Khanid > "Irrelevant"
[ 2015.01.02 02:03:08 ] Karmilla Strife > I suggest, should you have the choice in the future, simply close your eyes.
[ 2015.01.02 02:03:40 ] Karmilla Strife > If you are truly contrite, willfull blindness is more sincere than enforced blindness.
[ 2015.01.02 02:05:38 ] Daemun Khanid > "is it not will when I enforce it upon myself? It is irrelevant in any case, a mere inconvenience for the purpose of better fullfulling God's will"
[ 2015.01.02 02:06:53 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote throws her hands up in defeat. "Suit yourself. If you feel it helps you serve God and Empire better, so be it. I'll not argue any further."
[ 2015.01.02 02:07:14 ] Thal Vadam > /emote sips his drink quietly
[ 2015.01.02 02:07:56 ] Daemun Khanid > * A data pad alarm activates and Daemun's slave/assistant pulls out the device and reads the message. She then leans over and speaks into his ear, relaying the message"
[ 2015.01.02 02:09:00 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote begins to stand
[ 2015.01.02 02:10:29 ] Daemun Khanid > " I appologize for a hasty departure Mr. Vadam, unfortunately duty calls. I will attempt to communicate further details about recent event's to you at a later time and place"
[ 2015.01.02 02:11:10 ] Thal Vadam > /emote nods to himself "Go with God Daemun"
[ 2015.01.02 02:11:42 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote pulls out a small engraved card and drops it onto the table, it is a corporate contact card reading Sanctus Imperialis.
[ 2015.01.02 02:12:06 ] Daemun Khanid > "I shall endeavor to do so friend"
[ 2015.01.02 02:12:58 ] Daemun Khanid > /emote turns towards the previous location of the unknown female voice and bows slightly before leaving the Grape, guided closely by his assistant.
[ 2015.01.02 02:15:03 ] Thal Vadam > /emote takes the card and exits
[ 2015.01.02 02:21:04 ] Karmilla Strife > So much for a peaceful drink tonight...
[ 2015.01.02 02:21:12 ] Karmilla Strife > /emote gets up and leaves